organized by people who broke me so much i had to write it down, me included.
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get me out of here jesus christ
multiverse theoryanother reality,way past the sky another me out there, living her life another you also, living with me in another life, we could’ve been free. |
factory mistakeif love is momentumand life is a wheel, am i really living if my heart cannot feel? often i’ve wondered fling after fling, why don’t i fall do i lack a red string? so i sigh and i ask oh man who’s above, did i really deserve a heart that can’t love? |
setting lightthe Sun may never peak,the Tide may never rise, i, was always yours, You, were never mine. |
chirpYour name on the screenWith some luck next to mine A lover, a loser, a coward, a swine I sit and I yearn and I dwell in my love I hate what I feel I hate, that I hurt |
guardonce more, i choose youi’ll be your shield i’ll be your knife and i’d live a thousand lives choosing this every time |
soldieri’d win a war alonei’d pray, i’d drown, i’d burn and i’d cross oceans and i’d kill gods for your wishes alone, my love. |
servantmy love is devotioni follow your bible i’ll bleed and burn for your love to be mine i’ll slay all your foes kill, slash, cut yet it will always be there your sword, in my heart |
| my name on her lips is the dream i yearn for as i settle for my name on her fingertips. the fingertips guilty of the words that made me fall in love. not the eyes, not the hair, not the body. i fell in love with her words, and in turn, i fell in love with her. | i want her, i want more of her. i want to know her dreams, her ambitions, her favorite colour, how she wants her tea. i am obsession and i am consumption and i cannot stop. all the feelings i resented, deemed stupid, dramatic, take shape with her. she doesn’t love me and she never will, yet i can't help but fall asleep dreaming of her lips |
wastedseeds on cementfish on a tree wasted potential uselessly me |
log offa burden to carryan absent friend a failed daughter disappointing again what is the point? just plug off the socket please sign me off. |
hermitcurrents of airwhispers of wind, nothing around me in silence i live. i dwell on this peak to run from my life, just me and myself in my silence i thrive. they try to come up they want me down there, but i am a hermit in their noise i am bare. |
fineif i could go backand tell the child, with the wildest hair and the brightest eyes: “enjoy the sun, the runs, the wilds, life is not what you had in mind” so dance, and run, and beware the lie: “when you grow up it will all be fine” because ‘fine’ is only a far cry from the joy i had in mind |